Fuckyeahwoo

2009-10-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

It is currently 12:10 am. And I'm still awake. I can't sleep and I won't sleep unless I'm not yet finish studying Management. Three more chapters to go. Kaya yan! ;> Ewan ko kung effective ba sakin yung chocolate na ininom ko awhile ago. Pero muka naman effective. Di na kasi tumatalab ang coffee sakin! Finals na on Monday. And I have to pass all my courses. Kung hindi, lagot ako. Seriously. :| Okay, goodnight! I mean, goodmorning! I'll be on hiatus mode for a week. CIAO! :)

2009-10-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA. Sundin mo yan ;>

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Tama! Panira talaga ng buhay yang mga yan! Binawasan ko na pagpplurk and pagttwitter? How can I stop myself from using Facebook? Tell me now, please :)

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Know the difference :D

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2009-10-17T23:59:00.006+08:00

Di pa ko nagccram ngayon. Bukas pa. HAHAHA. Ewan ko ba kung anong pumasok sa isip ko at bigla akong nagblog. XD

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2009-10-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

I suddenly smiled after seeing this. Nasabi ko to before. :)))))

2009-10-14T18:00:00.002+08:00

Di ko pa natitikman yang happy horse na yan :)))))

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Sinong di gumawa nito nung elementary? :)

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2009-10-14T17:17:00.002+08:00

You gradually get over the pain. It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with. One morning you wake up, and he’s not the first thing on your mind. And then a few months down the line, you realize you’ve made it through half the day without thinking of him. Sometimes it takes months, sometimes years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about them occasionally. You manage to do this because you don’t see them, you don’t hear about them, and you try not to think about them. And then you bump into them walking down the street, or someone unexpected mentions their name… and the memories come flooding back. But memories also become less painful in time.

2009-10-14T17:17:00.001+08:00

Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin and bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship, there comes a point when the damage is too much & no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.

here's to...

2009-10-14T17:14:00.001+08:00

Here’s to all those girls who used to be his number one.
The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check your cellphone the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, “I only want to be your friend”, one day, then listened to him say that he loves and misses you, and the next when he doesn’t want to be anything at all. Here’s to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.

We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, got crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him even for a while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.

Here’s to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here’s for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn’t possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn’t treat us the way we should be treated.

Here’s for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest everything, only to hear him say that he couldn’t see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn’t believe that he could do this to us again.

This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn’t bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder “what if”.
This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us.
When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn’t mean it.
This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.

This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that “You’re just not the one for me.” or maybe, “things were going too fast, I’m just not ready.” (Then later on find out he has a damn girlfriend already.)

Here’s to the girls who couldn’t cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt.
The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn’t bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an “I told you so.”
The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again.

We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us when ever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.
Here’s for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave one thought about them.
Here’s for the time that he took to waste, breaking your heart … again.

This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.
Here’s for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him,and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.

Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it’s better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt all over again.
Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.
When your song comes on the radio, turn the station.
When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off.
When he tries coming to your house, don’t answer the door.

Think of all the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the HELL he was.
Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn’t him, and realized that once again, he hadn’t called when he said he was going to.

One day, you’ll find a guy who’s worth all the tears, but he won’t make you cry. You may think that you’ll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will.
It’s gonna hurt like hell, and it’s going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.

2009-10-14T17:11:00.000+08:00

The hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let go. At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong I’d write you another letter. But I never sent them, in fear of what I might find. By then, you’d gone on with your life and I didn’t want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer. I didn’t want to ever forget that.

tired physically and mentally

2009-10-14T17:06:00.002+08:00

Isang linggong walang matinong tulog.
Late na pagkain ng lunch.
Torture sa pag-aaral ng sandamakmak na quizzes.

Patikim pa lang to.
May next week pa, Finals.
One week na lang ang titiisin, and after that, I can do whatever I want na :)))))
G'luck ;>

Natutunan ko kay Inay at Itay...

2009-10-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

1. Si Inay, tinuruan niya ako HOW TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
“Kung kayong dalawa ay magpapatayan, doon kayo sa labas! Mga leche kayo,
kalilinis ko lang ng bahay.”

2. Natuto ako ng RELIGION kay Itay.
“Kapag yang mantsa di natanggal sa carpet, magdasal ka na!”

3.Kay Inay ako natuto ng LOGIC.
“Kaya ganyan, dahil sinabi ko.”

4. At kay Inay pa rin ako natuto MORE LOGIC.
“Kapag ikaw ay nalaglag diyan sa bubong, ako lang mag-isa ang manonood ng
sine.”

5. Si Inay din ang nagturo sa akin kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng IRONY.
“Sige ngumalngal ka pa at bibigyan talaga kita ng iiyakan mo!”

6. Si Inay ang nagpaliwanag sa akin kung ano ang CONTORTIONISM.
“Tingnan mo nga yang dumi sa likod ng leeg mo, tingnan mo!!!”

7. Si Itay ang nagpaliwanag sa akin kung anong ibig sabihin ng STAMINA.
“Wag kang tatayo diyan hangga’t di mo nauubos lahat ng pagkain mo!”

8. At si Inay ang nagturo sa amin kung ano ang WEATHER.
“Lintek talaga kayo, ano ba itong kuwarto nyong magkapatid, parang dinaanan
ng bagyo!”

9. Ganito ang paliwanag sa akin ni Inay tungkol sa CIRCLE OF LIFE:
“m*l**d* kang bata ka, iniluwal kita sa mundong ito, maari rin kitang alisin
sa mundong ito.”

10. Kay Itay ako natuto kung ano ang BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION.
“Tumigil ka nga diyan! Huwag kang mag-inarte na parang Nanay mo!”

11. Si Inay naman ang nagturo kung anong ibig sabihin ng GENETICS.
“Nagmana ka ngang talaga sa ama mong walanghiya!”

12. Si Inay naman ang nagpaliwanag sa amin kung anong ibig sabihin ng ENVY.
“Maraming mga batang ulila sa magulang, di ba kayo nagpapasalamat at mayroon kayong magulang na tulad namin?”

13. Si Itay naman ang nagturo sa akin ng ANTICIPATION.
“Sige kang bata ka, hintayin mong makarating tayo sa bahay!”

14. At si Itay pa rin ang nagturo kay Kuya kung anong ibig sabihin ng RECEIVING.
“Uupakan kita pagdating natin sa bahay!”

15. Si Inay naman ang nagturo sa akin kung ano ang HUMOR.
“Kapag naputol yang mga paa mo ng pinaglalaruan mong lawnmower, wag na wag kang tatakbo sa akin at lulumpuhin kita!”

16. At ang pinakamahalaga sa lahat, natutunan ko kina Inay at Itay kung ano
ang JUSTICE.
“Isang araw magkakaroon ka rin ng anak, tiyak magiging katulad mo at
magiging sakit din sa ulo!”

2009-10-10T17:04:00.001+08:00

Get over him. He’s not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yea you loved him, I know that. And i know you just cant see yourself with anyone other than him,i get that. Ive been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls.Yea your gonna see him with one of his new girlfreinds. Prepare yourself, coz straight up;its gonna hurt. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows your watching.He knows its killing you;thats why he will do it. Dont let him get to you because that, well thats exactly what he wants.Dont give him what he wants.He doesnt even deserve it.So what if he doesn’t talk to you;do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyways?Thing is i know you still do. But give it time.Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous, do you really wanna hear that?No. Screw him and his girlfriend.He will be sorry. trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy whos not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close + with that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realise how happy you are now.And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you;the girl of his dreams.He will realise the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you.When he decided he just did not love you the same.Trust me, he will be sorry.And dont you sit there thinking he won’t be sorry I know you are.But i guarentee you now;He will be sorry.So dont go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know your never gonna get.Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He like to pretend he does not see you online, he does it outta spite just because he knows its killing you.When he walks past you in the hallways he is gonna look past you,but you needa know he will do that coz he knows somewhere inside you,it will hurt.+i aint gonna lie to you.It will hurt.It will hurt alot.But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile.Its all gonna hurt.Knowing your not the girl thats making him smile.Knowing your not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep.Knowing your not the face on his backgroud of his phone anymore.Knowing if he hasnt already he will delete the album of pictures of you he has on his phone.Knowing you wont be spending every single moment possible with
him.Knowing theres not gonna be no more late night phone calls argueing about who loves who the most.And you know what, today, tomorrow, next week,months from now;your phone will go off with a text message,you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot.But trust me;hes got to much pride.Even if he wanted to be back with you,he wouldnt tell you.Your soon gonna realise he doesnt care about you anymore and he wont be the first person you call when your upset.He wont be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yea its gonna hurt;its gonna hurt alot.But you know what your gonna do?Your gonna hold your head up.Your gonna show him your better than him and you dont need him in your life.Your gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go+ that you never really needed him anyways.

2009-10-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

There will always be faces you can never look at without emotion and there are names you can never hear spoken without that same old feeling returning. Just when you think you can move on, you’ll remember all the reasons why you held on so long.

2009-10-10T16:55:00.003+08:00

SHORT HAIR again :>
Madami na rin kasi ang nagsasabing mas bagay sakin ang short hair.
IKR. Muka akong gurang pag mahaba! HAHAHA. :)))))

2009-10-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

2009-10-09T23:13:00.001+08:00

Fanmade: A song for CL by some korean boy addicted to CL XD
I have to admit that it was really good and really catchy.
The song was really funny and cute!
That he used to be an SNSD fan, but SNSD’s nothing compared to CL. :)))))
Good job! XD
I wonder what was CL’s reaction to this.
HAHAHA!!!

2009-10-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

Don’t worry, he’ll miss you. You’re the best he could get, & he blew it. Don’t let him make you think for one second that it was your fault. It’s not. He screwed up, you did absolutely nothing wrong. You gave him your heart & trusted him to keep it & protect it, but he couldn’t. & honestly, he’s not mature enough, he’s not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being & been with you in every spare second he could. But he didn’t, & now he’s gone. But don’t you cry, sweetie. Don’t call him telling him you miss him. Don’t IM him, don’t message him, don’t comment him, don’t talk to him in the hallways, just pretend like you don’t care. Because, well, you don’t. Don’t be surprised when he comes crawling back saying he made a mistake. & if you want to, go with him again, but make him work for you. Don’t be his doormat. Don’t let him in the first time he rings the bell, make him come back everyday until you trust him enough. If he doesn’t come back after a couple tries, just let him go. But if he comes everyday, then he’s worth it, trust me. He’s worth it.

2009-10-09T23:06:00.001+08:00

Because even though she can’t say his name anymore, and just because she never talks about him, doesn’t mean he isn’t always on her mind. And even though he’s not here anymore, doesn’t change the fact that he’s still locked up in her heart. And even though it’s been all this time, he’s still managing to tear her apart.

2009-10-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

She’s not like that now. She knows better . She knows now that people lie , and promises can be broken as quick as they are made . She understands that she might never be loved , and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them . She knows that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for awhile, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy , but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s the best . You can’t always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, don’t think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out to soon, that in the end, you are your own best friend . Everyone will be broken at some point in their life and more often than not , its gonna hurt like hell . But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge . You don’t know what it is and when it happens, it will hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have experienced everything you can, the words ‘Life’ and ‘Risk’ won’t mean anything to you anymore. But don’t try and change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Overtime, certain things no longer have an affect on you . And that happens because that’s the way it supposed to be . But you’ll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But it might catch you off guard and happen sooner.

2009-10-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

People ask me why I’d think we’d never work. Simple: when things come back to us, they’re not exactly the same thing as before when we first got them. No one can change the past, and thank God, but really…the only thing I can do to keep the past a good memory is erase you from my present, so someday I can look back at it and smile.

I can never deny you. I can only get angry for a while to justify that it’s all over.

2009-10-09T22:52:00.003+08:00

OMFG. Green, black and white? This is so awesome, isn't it?! I want this kind of room :>

2009-10-09T22:49:00.001+08:00

HAPPY '09 CAPS!
I miss you, BIGTIME :>
Same school pero once a month lang magkita minsan nga hindi pa.
Oh well, atleast we're talking :)

2009-10-09T22:42:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA. Nakakatawa lang :)))))

2009-10-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

bold the ones you like

2009-10-09T22:35:00.001+08:00

Movies

Requium For A Dream
Edward Scissorhands
Just My Luck
Little Man
Juno
Across the Universe
The Girl Next Door
PS I Love You
Role Models
Twilight
If Only
Secondhand Lions
Ace Ventura
Get Smart
Super Troopers
Thirteen
Crazy Beautiful
A Beautiful Mind
Saving Private Ryan
Happy Gilmore
The Prince and Me
Braveheart
She’s The Man
Walk The Line
Spaceballs
Miss Congeniality
Wedding Planner
The Parent Trap
Pulp Fiction
What Lies Beneath
Rent
Casablanca
Ever After
Pretty In Pink
Serendipity
Goodfellas
Candyman
Seventeen Again
High School Musical I
Hocus Pocus
Grease
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
Seven Pounds
Hancock
Meet The Fockers
Stuart Little
Something About Mary
Dazed and Confused
Forest Gump
Clueless
When Harry Met Sally
A Walk To Remember
Where The Heart Is
10 Things I Hate About You
Jawbreaker
Peter Pan
American Beauty
Big Fish
Girl Interrupted
Fight Club
V for Vendetta
Home Alone
Grind
The Wicker Man
Scream
Urban Legend
Identity
Pulse
Garden State
Cloverfield
Coyote Ugly
Click
The Goonies
Don’t Tell Mom The Babysitter’s Dead
The Babysitter’s Club
The Big Lebowski
Donnie Darko
How To Deal
Smart People
Just Married

TV Shows

House
Full House
Scrubs
Law & Order
Law & Order: CI
Law & Order: SVU
Gossip Girl
One Tree Hill
Bevery Hills 90210
The OC
America’s Next Top Model
NCIS
The Closer
Are You Afraid Of The Dark (EPIC)
Hannah Montana (lol.guilty pleasure)
Friends
Charmed
ER
Whose Line Is It Anyway
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
CSI
CSI: Miami
CSI: NY
CSI: Las Vegas
Dawson’s Creek
Felicity
Cheers
Lost
Heroes
Monk
My Name Is Earl
Family Guy
South Park
Road Rules
Mythbusters
Celebirty Paranormal Project
Dirty Jobs
Food Network
Smallville
iCarly
Prison Break
American Idol
Robot Chicken
Courage The Cowardly Doug
Desperate Housewives
Make It Of Break It
Buffy
Forensic Files
Spongebob
The Office
The King of Queens
Supernatural
Secret Life of the American Teenager
Nip/Tuck
Ugly Betty

Music

Thousand Foot Krutch
Four Letter Lie
Rihanna
Forever The Sickest Kids
Nirvana
The Stone Temple Pilots
Pink Floyd
Augustana
Lostprophets
Fat Joe
Mike Jones
Archie Star
Armor For Sleep
Kanye West
Bullet For My Valentine
Framing Hanley
Buckcherry
Hinder
Three Days Grace
The Offspring
Green Day
Local H
Miranda Lambert
Missy Higgins
Plain White T’s
Dreamstreet
Westlife (you are not allowed to laugh)
Backstreet Boys
Nsync
Miley Cyrus
Jonas Brothers
Rebelution
Creed
Bush
Alice In Chains
Incubus
Godsmack
Aerosmith
The All-American Rejects
Nikki Flores
Aaliyah
Ashanti
Staind
A Day To Remember
Silverstein
A Static Lullaby
Alesana
Stone Sour
Skillet
12 Stones
+44
Matt Nathanson
Owl City
Anberlin
Hoobastank
Circa Survive
Saosin
Ratatat
Vanessa Carlton
Kottonmouth Kings

Random

Compliments
Rainy days
Thunderstorms
When things go right
Satisfaction
Good grades
Flavored water
Red bull
Music
Sharpies
The stars
Hot tubs
Pools
Warm weather
Cold weather
Cool weather
Starbucks
Hershey’s chocolate
Smiling
Laughing til I cry
Running
Chilling with friends
Texting
Driving
New Clothes
Movies
Dancing
New Friends
Parties
Smoking
Getting high
Dreaming
Being a dork
Impressing someone
Spinning in circles
Water rides
The beach
Fries with vinegar
Carnivals
Fireworks
Photography
Meaningful Conversations
Staying up all night
Lazy days
The 80’s
Much needed naps
Ice Tea
Old Disney movies
Money
People who actually listen
Memories
Accomplishing Goals
Being home alone
Having time to myself
Adrenaline rush
Feeling invincible
Quotes
Sleepovers
Shopping
Long Walks
Chad Michael Murray
Snapple
Reese’s
The Weekend
Vacations
Snowboarding
Playing guitar
Soccer
Softball
Cheering
Basketball
Hot Showers
Cookie dough
The old Nickelodeon (FUCK YEAH!)
Victoria’s Secret PINK line
Massages

2009-10-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

I really miss PLURKING :( I started to FREEZE my KARMA last Thursday. And will start plurking again after the FINALS WEEK :)

2009-10-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.
34. You want to have a BIG family one day.
35. You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.
42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean.
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush is out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all. its okay
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr to much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.
95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

2009-10-09T22:04:00.001+08:00

Do you miss him at the most happy and fulfilling times of your life? Just because you miss him when the world is quiet and you feel alone doesn’t mean you love him. You will miss anyone when you’re lonely. It’s when your life is going great and you still feel that ache in your heart because he isn’t there to see the genuine smile on your face and happiness in your life.

2009-10-09T21:57:00.002+08:00

Reality check: if people know that they have a second chance, they will not be careful with their actions. It is human nature.

2009-10-09T21:55:00.001+08:00

I was walking after a painful experience when someone came; he never left me when I needed him most. He stood by me all along. Then after all that has happened, I began to wonder. He did help me forget my sad story and yet he started another one.

2009-10-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don’t care. I’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too and you haven’t and maybe you never will or maybe you’re afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I’m the one that’s left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I’m still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will.

2009-10-09T21:54:00.001+08:00

Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said. I just want to find someone who won’t run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it’s okay that things don’t always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it’s not going to be easy. Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.

2009-10-09T21:52:00.001+08:00

I don’t know what to say anymore. My mind runs blank every time I open up the page where I used to spill my heart. I used to have so much to say, now I can barely write a sentence. It’s you. You have the affect on me. You walked into my life, and I can’t find a place for you just yet. I’m lost for words, yet my heart is screaming with the things I want to say to you.

2009-10-09T21:50:00.004+08:00

I love this. :)))))

2009-10-09T21:50:00.001+08:00

I don’t think I’m alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it’s kind of everyone’s flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible, standing perfectly still… It feels safer somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected… who knows what other pain might be out there, waiting for you. Chances are it could be even worse.

2009-10-08T22:11:00.004+08:00

So much has changed. I loved someone a lot, and one day I woke up and I realized what moving on really is. There’s such a big difference between getting over something and getting through it. I got through with it all, but if he came up to me and told me that he sincerely loved me, I wouldn’t resist that. It’s funny how things work out right? You think you’ll be best friend with someone forever and one day you’re just not anymore. All I know for sure is that when you love someone, I mean truly love someone, whether it’s a friend or a boyfriend or girlfriend or whatever, you never stop loving them. Think about it. I’ve moved on, yes, but a part of me will always belong to him. I will always have that part of me that loves him.

2009-10-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

2009-10-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

love her.

2009-10-08T22:09:00.001+08:00

Love her unconditionally because she needs you. Love her faithfully because she trusts you. Don’t make promises you can’t keep, make her feel special and worth it. Love her despite her mistakes, love her even if she isn’t perfect, even if she isn’t the most beautiful girl in the whole world.

Because she’s worth it, because every tear she cries makes your heart melt. Because you know that you can’t take not talking to her, not being with her, the thought of losing her.

So love her.

& love her with all your heart. Make her feel she’s worth everything, because when you love her that much.. she is worth everything. You won’t think twice about giving her all you can. So love her with all that you’ve got. Because if she is the one. Then don’t ever let her go.

nakaka'aning

2009-10-08T22:02:00.002+08:00

At dahil bored ako, I changed my layout :>
At dahil marami akong dapat maaccomplish bukas at sa susunod pang mga araw, di ko na alam kung ano ba dapat kong unahin :|
*finals next next week
*presentation in Theo
*quiz in BA
*quiz in Math
*online test in Theo
*finals in PE
*documentation in PE
*documentary in Filipino
And there's more to come (wag naman!)
Balak nila kami patayin, srsly.
DEBARMENT NA TO SA ACCOUNTANCY! @#$%&!

Come back soon.

2009-10-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

WE MISS YOU, PARK JAEBOEM :(

2009-10-08T21:57:00.004+08:00

2009-10-08T21:57:00.001+08:00

To forget somebody isn’t possible. Deep inside, you remember everything. You may not think of them for years at a time, but you don’t know how to forget. You can recall the way they smiled when they were happy, and the way their face showed no expression when they couldn’t find their way.

2009-10-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

2009-10-08T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hello - DaraGon

2009-10-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

Time for DaraGon to shine :3
G-Dragon and Dara performs Hello 10.03.09

2009-10-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

I’m just so scared. Scared because I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I wish so much that I did, but I don’t, and it tears me to bits. I’m scared, so scared because I have never felt this way before. I don’t know what this feeling is, but it’s taking over me, and I just want so much to be back to normal. I want to let this go, because I know I’m hurting you, and her, and so many other people. I’m scared that you won’t be there for me, and you’ll walk away and leave me to paste my life back together like I had to such a short time ago. I’m scared to lose you, but I’m scared to keep you in my life knowing all well that I am in the wrong and am hurting innocent people in my selfish quest for happiness. I’m scared that you will never hold me again, that you’ll never tell me with so much faith that everything will be all right. I’m scared of losing you. I’m scared of losing myself.

2009-10-08T21:41:00.001+08:00

It’s like there’s so much to say, but not enough time to say it. My heart is beating just for you, and I don’t think you understand that. I miss you the second you slip out of my sight. I want you to love me. Only me. I need you to grab my hand in the hall, kiss me on the forehead, and just love me for the moody, outgoing, crazy bitch that I am. I’m not asking for much… just a guy that will care. A guy that will open doors, always take the bill, and surprise me with flowers for no reason at all. I want you to prove to me that all guys aren’t the same. That they have hearts, and they cry over losing the one they love, even if they don’t want anyone to know. I just want you. I’ve always wanted you.

2009-10-08T21:38:00.004+08:00

2009-10-08T21:38:00.001+08:00

ku2tUsan kO pOhwz aNg lAhaT nG mGa nAgsi-stiCky cAps, oKiee?

Killing time :>

2009-10-08T20:47:00.001+08:00

Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Spun turn tables.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Been dumped.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself (accidentally)
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Your parents sent you to a shrink.
Been handcuffed.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

2009-10-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

She has her days when she feels like breaking down and crying until her eyes hurt because she feels like everything is falling apart and there isn’t one thing she can do about. Like she has no say whether or not her life goes well. She gets mad easily, and she over thinks all the time. What ifs often get her into trouble; and make the situation worse, but she’s never going to stop thinking them. She may not be the prettiest or the most popular girl in the world, but she’s okay with that. She’s okay that she may not be the smartest or the funniest either. She understands that sometimes she has to fall in order to see if she can get back up and move on, and she’s okay with that. She understands that she can’t always get her way, even though she wishes that wasn’t always the case. She knows that guys are stupid, but that doesn’t make her love them any less. And she realizes that friends will sometimes stab you in the back which means that they aren’t friends, and you need to push them out of your life. Life isn’t an easy ride. There are ups and downs, twists and turns, but in the end, she smiles and tells herself that it’s alright.

2009-10-08T20:40:00.001+08:00

And in some way, I think I recognize that I will never be fully over you, and that part of me will always love you. But most of me understands that this doesn’t work, and I need to move on to be happy.

2009-10-08T20:37:00.001+08:00

2009-09-30T14:08:00.003+08:00

Im not going to stress over you anymore. It isn't worth it. I tried and maybe I didn't try hard enough, but it didn't seem to work and it's exhausting. And I'm not saying that I don't want you, because believe me, I do. All I'm saying is I'm done chasing after you.

2009-09-30T14:06:00.002+08:00

That was the thing; you never got used to it. You never got used to the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it's okay, and you think you've accepted it, someone points it out to you, and hits you all over again, and it's just as shocking as the first time.

2009-09-30T14:03:00.002+08:00

Hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon, 'pag sinabing "okay lang" ay okay nga lang. Dahil kung minsan, ibig sabihin nun, "Tiisin ko na lang, wala na ko magagawa eh."

2009-09-29T20:35:00.002+08:00

Proud to be Pinoy! :D

2009-09-29T20:33:00.002+08:00

:)))))

2009-09-29T20:31:00.003+08:00

LOL~

2009-09-29T20:30:00.002+08:00

I miss my HS days :(

2009-09-29T20:29:00.002+08:00

2009-09-29T20:28:00.002+08:00

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2009-09-29T12:43:00.004+08:00

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2009-09-29T12:01:00.003+08:00

Calling all Thomasians!

2009-09-28T14:53:00.002+08:00

When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep... and you're never really awake.

2009-09-28T14:47:00.001+08:00

It all started when my husband and I met in a small party on July—I don’t remember anymore—2008. 75 years into the future, I sat on a couch, staring at an old picture of us together on a date. My husband died last week, and it couldn’t have occurred at a worse time. For the past weeks, we have been fighting, which was kind of ridiculous because it was due to a letter he had given me the day I became his girlfriend. The letter was enclosed in a pink envelope, sealed by masking tape, and marked with my name on it. He asked that I only open it at the right time, when, I would eventually know. Up to now, I had not opened it. The right time hadn’t come yet, even after 75 years.
It was because of this letter that he was acting weird for the past weeks, always asking for it and trying to find it. I would have given it to him if he hadn’t said that he would burn it. I didn’t want him to burn the first gift he had ever given to me as a partner. One day I furiously asked him why he wanted to burn the letter now, and he said, “I should have burned it the day we got married.”
Remembering the past few weeks made me cry once again, and setting aside our portrait, I started to open the envelope from 75 years ago. The letter in it was nothing grand, a mere white intermediate pad. The letter read:

By this time, you and I are no longer together. We broke up because of something you and I couldn’t control. I just wanted to say—and I want you to read this with the least hate against me—that I loved you the whole time we had been together, and no doubt I would love you for the rest of my life. No memory would be as sweet as the first time I met you on July 24, 2008.
I am sorry for whatever caused our break-up. I am sorry for all my flaws as a boyfriend. I am sorry that I didn’t have the physique or the courage to protect you whenever someone causes trouble in your life. I am sorry that our opinions differ and that I was persistent enough to force my opinions on you. I am sorry that I couldn’t find time for you. I am sorry that I did not love you enough. For all of these, I am deeply sorry.
Cheer up and stop crying. Get over me as fast as you can; for, sure enough, if I weren’t the right guy for you, someone is. Just remember that you’ll always be the right girl for me.
For the final time, I love you. Good luck with your life. Goodbye.

Tito Bhoy

2009-09-28T14:26:00.003+08:00

Im a fan of Jason Gainza. Ang galing mag-impersonate :)))))

2009-09-28T14:22:00.002+08:00

Ano daw!? HAHAHA. Panalo to! Anong klaseng tula kaya to? LOL~

2009-09-28T14:14:00.001+08:00

2009-09-28T13:57:00.002+08:00

Grow Old with You - Adam Sandler

2009-09-28T13:38:00.002+08:00

Chacha Bulilit vs. Angelina

2009-09-28T13:33:00.002+08:00

2009-09-28T00:48:00.002+08:00

Cheetos flavoured lipbalm? COOL! :D

Bold what's true about you

2009-09-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. (used to. does that count?)
I have ridden a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

2009-09-28T00:09:00.002+08:00

Pangaral nu'ng bata ka pa na dapat mong tandaan, lalo na pag nagmamahal ka: "Huwag kang umiyak... kasalanan mo 'yan."

2009-09-28T00:05:00.002+08:00

I played Tong-its with my sister, mother and kuya Arnold awhile ago.
And I won the bet.
(pano ba yan?! sugarol e noh?)
HAHAHA.
*clap* *clap* :)))))

2009-09-28T00:00:00.003+08:00

@ UST Health Center. :))

2009-09-27T23:51:00.001+08:00

No classes until Tuesday ang Region-4a and NCR.
according to CHED.
Mauurong date ng Finals?
Ang dami nang classes na walang pasok :(

2009-09-27T23:35:00.002+08:00

Suicidal teddy bear.

2009-09-27T23:26:00.001+08:00

Super miss ko na Tumblr account ko.
Pero alam ko mapipissed off lang ako pag nakitang kong bumababa Tumblarity ko.
Kaya okay na rin yung blogspot :)

2009-09-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

Wonder Girls Nobody Dance Animation
Ang cute nito :)